as we came to see
our lives were not to be
of the cheerness we were promissed
the disapointing ends, the deceipts
who am i to say such words when
when all i did was to oversee the reason
that had left you away for all this season
of bitter coldness and ice
like hell, this world has dwelled
deeply frozen it's now bent
what should we say to this rule we've seen
it's unbreakable, the thought of it is obscene
i can't think of a worse punishment
for what i did was unthinkable, unbearable indeed
thinking of you as the ultimate being
never taking a chance, not even the slightest glance
i've missed this train, though the next's hit me
you've seen me dying, too hard i was defying
trying to stay alive, trying to hold your hand one more time
you've seen me striving, too late when i tried to say
what i felt all along, it's been so long
this pain though wasn't all bad
i learned that some things are better left unsaid...