prisoner in my own land
with sorrow more than which i can stand
unspoken grief grows within my soul
torturing me, destroying my core
glancing at that small window within my life
oh how i wish to go through that window and just take a dive
dive in an ocean of happiness instead that of loath
breathe the essence of ease and not that of pain
but i need to wake up, i need to remain sane
this would never exist for i have taken an oath
an oath to remain loyal to my fate
an oath to remain loyal to my anguish
an oath to remain loyal to my hate
but now that i have been taken captive
now that i have to abide by the rules of this torment endless
i cannot look through this window again
i cannot gaze at the outside beauty
this sight of beautiful trees and birds make me sigh and woe
for i am stuck in my earthly prison forevermore