like a cat lying in the darker corner awaiting its prey..
Pain Charming is stareing at my heart's bleeding,
trying to capture the cores of my mind and my sanity.
-never shall it stop raping my naivity-
its claws consume life out of me and rise with thirst.

pain, in her resplendent beauty haunts me..
i have fallen in love with it...i adore..
oh pain, i'll bring you with me and conquer thee
for innocent feelings to offer i now have no more.

such void is growing inside me with moans in a conundrum ,
surreptitiously exploiting the unreached corners of thought;
the seduction hunt is knocking at the gates of my heart;
eaten up by murder and sin, Pain Charming lies and pretends to be you..
but pain is not you, you are pain, you are my sorrow and doom..

you always hit and scream against me,
with whispered sounds in silence.
you are a demon of conceit,
you're burning me on my bonefire of love..

dec. 2007

you do have a point there