http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/-t1.htm Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:25:41 GMT 10 http://i35.servimg.com/u/f35/12/95/08/27/av311.jpg http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/-t1.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/resurrection-t34.htm Freyja these tears that melt in lavander metamorphosed in fears painted in my mind with recurrence. idealistic dreams keep failing, under the siege of fate's deliberance. crazy illusions revelled their meaning. ashes of blood spread in the rain, jeopardize purity.. on the wings of death i keep sailing as in a contagious vortex i'm caught... iron birds stripe the sky like knives the flower whispers "forget me not", ...i was born from your wings. green eyes ... After my death.. Mon, 06 Apr 2009 12:04:09 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/resurrection-t34.htm#56 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/resurrection-t34.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/the-opposites-t57.htm Freyja as the twilight sheds a tear of light on my heart, old woes and sick feelings acquire might. a frozen soul catches courage to set itself free from mountains of lofty snow and to rise in glee. a young life emerges from a Rose weakened by ache, as the past sinks in the madness of the "yesterdays".. a mutation of nature, defying universal laws, a devious soul nor dead, nor alive..struggling to survive. dried melting tears make lavander candles sacred, burning ... After my death.. Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:25:41 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/the-opposites-t57.htm#191 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/the-opposites-t57.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/to-those-alive-t7.htm Freyja trying to disturb my secluded peace and to perturb, you knock at the gates of my glacial palace. but merely do you have the strength and fortitude to wake me up and offer me solace, to sway me back on the podium of life . You hope to enter my dreams and conquer, and yet you do not know my sleep is eternal. you hope to impress with a kiss but don't you know that your lips are still too cold to melt mine? my melancholy is happier than your exuberance.. my sadness is ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:14:38 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/to-those-alive-t7.htm#7 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/to-those-alive-t7.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/undo-t15.htm Freyja One more tear won;t matter.. One more night won't change the dawning, One more broken heart won't count, One more candle won't return its light.. I've died. Melted candles cannot recover their flames tears can't spring back towards their angelic caves.. Life can't enshroud the rotten corpse.. My palm can never return to be held into yours. you can't undo my broken heart.. I'll be mourning you forever. jan. 2008 After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:18:56 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/undo-t15.htm#15 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/undo-t15.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/i-ll-kill-you-t9.htm Freyja won't you die? i'd love to kill you. let's end the hunting games eventually. this mascarade has lasted way too long; my heart can take no more the whips and chains, my mind can bear no more this angry pain. lavander became scent of hallucinations and frozen tears made melting candles. forever asleep in baths of blood,pursuing damnation, i'll conquer my soul back , i won't surrender. chimaeras are visiting my impoisoned sight, and echoes of death resemble salvation, but ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:15:33 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/i-ll-kill-you-t9.htm#9 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/i-ll-kill-you-t9.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/my-murky-castle-t11.htm Freyja Frozen tears made ice and gave rise to my castle. captive , I can only reach the reality inside of it. The only light of a moon that never sets nor rises, The sound of walls being crashed by the waves of the sea Threaten to obfuscate my reason and innund my universe.. With dismay I run against my array of spider webb, A gesture away from my nakedness. I try to cover my scars in my dainty self And hide away my weakness. My castle is haunted by Sacred Pain standing aloof.. Sneaking ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:16:53 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/my-murky-castle-t11.htm#11 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/my-murky-castle-t11.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/you-ve-died-t3.htm Freyja im sorry that you've died.. i have to tell you that you've had to die.. i won't let you come back to life; to me you'll have to die just every time.. this time you have to do it right. i don't want to kil you..and yet you gotta die. you crushed my soul, youre blind, and so you killed yourself, forever to my mind. join me in death when you'd like to come back for you can never join me back in life i'm still mourning your deceased soul so sad you've died so sad ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:12:31 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/you-ve-died-t3.htm#3 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/you-ve-died-t3.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/your-goodbye-t14.htm Freyja in your last prayer, pray that i allow you to scream. when your pleasure will collide with pain, life will leak out of you unnoticed as a dream. i'll make sure you never reap souls again.. when you kill a soul, prepare to die.. if you force tears to escape my eyes.. prepare to learn how to cry.. practise it until you do it right.. let your tongue shape the "good-bye" learn to explore the painful aeons of time.. i'll kiss you with knives, as you have turned ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:18:21 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/your-goodbye-t14.htm#14 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/your-goodbye-t14.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/you-t13.htm Freyja The fear of "you" spread its roots in my soul, Slowly taking me over like a disease. You are not "you" anymore, To me the only real "you" has died. I mourn the "You" that lived there, in the past I loved the "you" that you have now denied.. So sad that time has put another mask upon ur face; New rinkles in your soul have been engraved.. So sad you've let yourself got cruel by the world.. That "you" would never ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:17:56 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/you-t13.htm#13 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/you-t13.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/catharsis-t10.htm Freyja Sitting fearfully in my bathtub, undressing myself of my mortal skin, washing these sins.. my feeling is a sin, and im a sinner.. But don't accuse me now, tonight ill be submissive, Just please dont hit me.. This soul of mine recoiling, will hide I'm naked now, and fully empty i'm inside. As water fills the void chambers of my soul, I try to leave my corpse aside .. I shall allow my thoughts to flow. Dont be too harsh, i'll start to cry; the tears from bathtub will ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:16:10 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/catharsis-t10.htm#10 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/catharsis-t10.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/prayer-to-the-tamer-t16.htm Freyja won't you take me away, release me from the chains of these woes despair has impoisoned my sanity .. wont you let me break free.. this everlasting day never ends; only eternal sleep can rest me.. sun never cries with its rays upon my frozen nerves, rain doesn't pour but flames on my chest..and it burns.. healing my woes nothing can.. forever you lay in my premonitions and thousand lives if i had you'd still follow me in my dreams. the rose you gave me and ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:19:53 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/prayer-to-the-tamer-t16.htm#16 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/prayer-to-the-tamer-t16.htm http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/the-sleeping-beauty-t4.htm Freyja where the sun was obviated and the moon was set to dictate light, where the course of life was deviated and no day would follow night, an oasis of darkness rose from a desert of pain, ruled from the tower of a castle by a queen of cursed ordain. a void castle like her heart, with walls replaced by stalking mirrors, reflecting every step and thought, augmenting awes and errors. a single holograma- perpetuated towards infinity- a mad, theatric diorama of a sad ... After my death.. Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:13:03 GMT http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/the-sleeping-beauty-t4.htm#4 http://immortalroses.forumotion.com/after-my-death-f1/the-sleeping-beauty-t4.htm