as the twilight sheds a tear of light on my heart,
old woes and sick feelings acquire might.
a frozen soul catches courage to set itself free
from mountains of lofty snow and to rise in glee.
a young life emerges from a Rose weakened by ache,
as the past sinks in the madness of the "yesterdays"..
a mutation of nature, defying universal laws,
a devious soul nor dead, nor alive..struggling to survive.
dried melting tears make lavander candles sacred,
burning memories on cold winter nights.
a resurrection mingles with my identity
and embodying hope , it loses morbidity.
the groan of a previous existance was drowned in silence;
it wont utter absurd words anymore in my chest of fears
for i shall resist the obstinate temptation of violence
and no violent feelings will push me again into tears.
i have reborn. from ancient cursed ashes
i slay the nightmares and lock them up in virtual closets
of rigid wooden wills and impenetrable lockets,
so that they will no longer hinder my path.
In my inner self..
Life herself cries of anger facing the charms of Death..
-two partners of Devil's -that in enemy camps reside..
scarce hope is for the love that munches them both,
for they're destined to hunt each other forever.
no love can overpass the testimonies of fate
no God can wash away the blood after their date.
the damsel cries;with innocence she strikes
bringing her Senior Death with love to Life.
attraction of two worlds apart
engenders chaos in my core..
they live and fight in me -macabre slaughter against my sanity-.
Life's falling delicately with a hypnotic grace,
but her companion won't let her crush herself in pain.
with tender heart he covers her silhouette,
making her lose her only breath.
with deep sighs, Darkness lies now in Light's arms.
both Fire and Ice have found their ways sheltered in my spirit
and seems that time elapses with no hastened pace..
i take another step towards the resurrection of my entity..
i embrace both Life and Death and surpress their fight inside of me..
I bring them to peace.
dec. 2007