won't you die? i'd love to kill you.
let's end the hunting games eventually.
this mascarade has lasted way too long;
my heart can take no more the whips and chains,
my mind can bear no more this angry pain.
lavander became scent of hallucinations
and frozen tears made melting candles.
forever asleep in baths of blood,pursuing damnation,
i'll conquer my soul back , i won't surrender.
chimaeras are visiting my impoisoned sight,
and echoes of death resemble salvation,
but deep inside i know it's gone and lost
never to return with joy of eliberation.
fields of flowers torn apart in tempest,
bear memories of fallen happiness.
you were never there,it was only your shadow .
dec. 2007